Deep Journal

1:02am 08/10/2010
Anonymous

I went to the dumpster to throw out some trash and I noticed that her bag was sitting RIGHT THERE. So I had a quick peek and holy fuck.

2:13pm 08/13/2010
Anonymous

I've been watching her the past few days trying to nail down a routine so maybe I could run into her and I think I know when she goes to get her mail. I need to work up the courage to see her again. I hope she misses me. I know she likes me but I just need to know I can be what she wants you know? I just love her so fucking much. I have to masturbate like 4 times a day because of her. She's driving me crazy!

8:12am 08/18/2010
Anonymous

It's been a while since I posted. I spent the whole week thinking about her and it's killing me. But I finally saw her again! I started leaving my apartment right when she does to get her mail. I make sure to walk behind her so I can smell her. She didn't smile at me this time when she saw me though. I hope she's not mad at me...

9:34pm 08/20/2010
Anonymous

I think she changed up her routine. I'm starting to think she's avoiding me. I love her so much and if that bitch isn't even TRYING to get to know me now.... fuck. I want to get closer to her. I waited until she threw out some trash again and went through it. More bathroom stuff! I think if I know more about her I can find out why she's so mad.

11:49pm 08/20/2010
Anonymous

The bag has so much of her. My heart is racing! I can't take it any more. I want to fuck her so bad. She needs to know I love her. I have so much to give and I'm starting to go insane. I feel like my balls are going to explode. I need her and she wont fucking talk to me. I don't know what to do anymore!

7:44pm 08/21/2010
Anonymous

I've had to do something. I started keeping my cum for her. I didn't want to waste something I was making just for her. I wanted to save it but the cup is getting full fast.

8:06pm 08/21/2010
Anonymous

I told you it's a lot.